Purpose. Expectations. Rules. Limits...
[upon going into "ludicrous speed"]
Dark Helmet: My brains are going into my feet!
All of it seems ludicrous now. I am learning to slow down oddly enough in the space and pace of the future. Learning to get rid of the past because it makes me lose sight of what's now, what I want to do instead of the things I wished I had done. Yes, while it's sad I spent years lost and wandering, it's never too late to be "here" and "now" thanks to some dear good friends and people, my loves on their journeys and discoveries on parallel lines of existence alongside yet separate, I've learned the meaning of freedom and how much I can do without worrying. It is a work in progress, but I have never had so much fun exploring. Waiting is like a physician's waiting room, you're waiting for something, but keeping busy with what appeals to you in that space in the moment. Switching from thing to thing, until one captures your attention, and before you know it you're somewhere else.
[upon going into "ludicrous speed"]
Dark Helmet: My brains are going into my feet!
All of it seems ludicrous now. I am learning to slow down oddly enough in the space and pace of the future. Learning to get rid of the past because it makes me lose sight of what's now, what I want to do instead of the things I wished I had done. Yes, while it's sad I spent years lost and wandering, it's never too late to be "here" and "now" thanks to some dear good friends and people, my loves on their journeys and discoveries on parallel lines of existence alongside yet separate, I've learned the meaning of freedom and how much I can do without worrying. It is a work in progress, but I have never had so much fun exploring. Waiting is like a physician's waiting room, you're waiting for something, but keeping busy with what appeals to you in that space in the moment. Switching from thing to thing, until one captures your attention, and before you know it you're somewhere else.
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